Double Digits

Why is ten so hard for a momma?  It's that darn second digit, the one that sneaks up and inserts itself between a boy and little-boy-ness, edging him closer to manhood.

My oldest boy, Adam, is ten today.  I look at his long legs, his strong hands, his broadening shoulders and the forehead that reaches my chin.  And, more than usual, I think (with a twinge of sadness) of the baby that once could fit in the crook of my arm.

But the sadness doesn't last.

Because I look back at my boy, and who he is... 

...a boy who loves to learn.

...a boy who can deliver a perfect punchline.

...a boy who intuitively reaches for his little sister's hand in a parking lot.

...a boy who passed me in math skills years ago.

...a boy who considers others.

...a boy with the fastest video game fingers on the planet.

...a boy who has learned, better than his mom, that it isn't courage unless you're afraid first.

I see that boy, and I'm so glad he's mine, and I'm so thankful to have a front row seat for his life.  I wouldn't go back to those sweet baby days, as precious as they were.  To go back is to miss who he is right now. 

And I wouldn't miss that for the world. 

Happy birthday, my sweet boy.  You make Dad and me so proud.

Comments

[Laura]

A front row seat for his life...I love that.

My daughter turned 10 in April. I know what you mean about those double digits.

Happy Birthday to your boy!

Laura

[veronica]

Happy birthday to your boy. And congratulations on your motherhood anniversary.

[Sarah]

Oh wow...I love this! I have been reading your blog everyday for quite some time now. I have two little boys and this post got me...almost as much as The Young Mother! Happy Birthday to your oldest! :)

[Mummymac]

I always think there is something about the first and the last - the first to do things is special and the last to do the same things are special too - I have three and sometimes I feel for the middle one for this reason. Thankfully my middle on is my only girl so that makes her special in her own right.

Have a great day of celebration

[Jenn]

Your son and I share the same birthday...only mine came 2 decades before his...yikes :) I hope he has a great day!

[Cheri]

*iii* Happy Birthday *iii*

It's hard to see them becoming...and yet exciting at the same time. My almost nine year old is under my chin too. I keep wondering how that happened. LOL I hope your guy has a fabulous day!!!

[Katiebod (Rose are Red, Violets are Violet)]

Thank you so much for this, Shannon. Ironically, I posted about my five-year old son today, too. Boys are so wonderful. I learn so much about the world as I view life through his eyes. I really enjoyed reading about your son... we're very blessed.

[hogphan]

Hey Adam, you'll probably read this so Happy Birthday to you. Having two parents like you do is a very special gift, I know you know that, just as you are a special gift to them. I'll see you soon. Pop

[dawnz]

A very happy 10th to your sweet boy. I think you summed it up best when you said, "To go back is to miss who he is right now.". Exactly. I have loved every age with my children and that is why. Enjoy your day!!
dawnz:)

[Jen]

My oldest boy turned 10 in May...and you said what I felt so much better than I ever could! Last night that precious boy fell asleep on the way home from his late game with his head on my shoulder. I didn't want the ride to end.

[Amy]

Happy 10th birthday!!

This was a beautiful post, it tugged at my heart and brought tears to my eyes.

[mom2fur]

Happy Birthday to your son! Wow, what a cool kid. I especially love that he protects his little sister!
My youngest turned 17 last week. I agree with you, I wouldn't go back to the baby days, precious as they were to me. That's because at every age, there are so many wonderful experiences! My other 3 are in their twenties, and I can tell you, adult children are awesome!

[Heather L.]

Great photos and beautiful words. Happy Birthday to your son and you. He sounds much like my son who just turned 9 in January. They are a blessing at any age, but I particularly enjoy having conversations with him and our little inside jokes.

[Christine]

"They say it's your birthday!!!! Happy Birthday to ya!!!" Adam, have fun today, and make sure you get the piece with the most frosting. : )

[peach]

Happiest of birthdays, dear Adam. May you continue to grow strong in the Lord and wise with His words. May others come to know Him through you and your life.

Have a fabulous day, and enjoy, for the rest of your life is in the double-digits!

[peach]

Oh, btw, today is JD Green's half birthday. He's excited that his half birthday is the longest day of the year, while his real bday is the shortest : }

[Everyday Mommy]

Happy Birthday Adam! Hope you have a rockin' day :) Tell your mom you want an iPod :)

[momrn2]

Happy Birthday to your dear boy! May it be a day filled with wonderful memories and times to treasure!

My baby turns the double digits in August. I'm not sure I'm ready for that!!! I can't believe she will no longer be "one number"... where does the time go???

[Diane]

Yes, double digits will make a mom feel that way. And so will the day that he becomes taller than his mom!

Happy Birthday to your sweet little man!

Diane

[bee]

Gosh, 10 seems so far away! But when I think about how fast the last year went by, I know it'll be here in no time!

What a sweet post (and cute picture with the loaf of bread)!

Happy Birthday Adam!

[Alli]

Happy Birthday!!

Shannon, you're post was beautiful. I can't wait to see the kind of young men my boys grow into.

I loved this "...it isn't courage unless you are afraid first." That will stay with me forever.

[Linda]

Happy bday!!! (love the pic up at the top!)

[Linda]

Happy bday!!! (love the pic up at the top!)

[Summer]

Happy birthday to the little man. 10 whole years, that seems so big. I'm so not ready for that when my time comes.

[Samantha]

Happy birthday, Adam! My oldest just turned 10 this week too. It's hard on a mama seeing her baby grow up like this. :-)